Delaqroux inc.

Delaqroux Inc update and upon me making this blog post, allow me, Dark A. Delaqroux, to show how Dark A. Delaqroux is actually living in ridiculously bizzare ignorance… or if you want to put in a way, living under a cardboard box.. like Solid Snake.. 8D

The following dialogue between a friend who shall not be named and yours truly, took place in No.38, Sector 11, New Selayang; precisely at 6.21pm over the phone **connects**

A: Hello
D: Yo
A: Dey, free tonite? Wan2 go out lepak ah?
D: Free, i think. Where to?
A: In my car.
D: What?
A: Goin to queue up to fill petrol. @#$% la. I thought want to go earlier but i got this kid’s tuition class. Thot want go at seven later la. Time Maghrib i think less people. You pray then we chow k?
D: Uh… then want to go where?
A: What?
D: I mean, isi minyak then want to go where?
A: Huh? Isi minyak then balik la.
D: If go out just to teman you isi minyak then malas la weih.
A: Wei, teman me la dey.. Might end up hours there you know?
D: Hours? Where?
A: At the oil station
D: Why so long?
A: Beratur there la.
D: Beratur for what?
A: Minyak la @#$%!
D: Why have to beratur pulak?
A: Ramai orang macam @#$% la.
D: Eh? Usually i go oil pump oso not that many people what?
A: …….
D: …….
A: …….dude..
D: Yeah?
A: You see news onot?
D: (stumbles on whether should i be telling the truth or not) uhh… why la? (omitting the truth with more questions.. typical Darkie style)
A: Harga minyak naik one ringgit la, bro!!!
D: ………oh
A: That’s why everyone going to the station now. Tomorrow naik harga ardy!
D: ….ooowh.. i forgot.
A: Gila seh! (somehow i get the feeling that he/she already know that i didnt even know about the news) Naik one buck. What the @#$% is with the government? Everytime wanna raise the price up. They want to build another Twin Tower ka? @#$% la!
D: Yeah hor…
A: Imagine oil naik one buck. Then for sure everything else oso naik harga. After this sure everyone pokai la. Man, i think when you say that this year’s stuff getting effed up, i think this is the most @#$%ed up moment of 2008 la. Hell man! (at this point i’m wondering whether that whole long complain was actually him/her expressing the anger for the government being cruel or actually anger towards me being stupid)
D: Yeah…
A: ……
D: ……
A: ……
D: ……yeah. terrible.
A: Ad, you ar…
D: What?
A: Nothing la. You sometime gila punya blur tau tak?
D: What? Where got? I’m… not… that blur (notice the word "that" was used). What? I heard the news oso (lying). Only jz now i forgot (lying). When you said then i remember la (buat2 remember ada la.. lying)
A: ……..
D: ……..yeah.
A: ……..
D: ……..i think sure whole Malaysia goin2 go inflasi like gila again. That minyak naik berapa percent? (diverting A away from my suspecting me- although most probably he/she already knew)
A: ……..seringgit
D: Banyak tu! Sure every stuffs price will go up. After this entah-entah bus’s fee oso naik like hell. (trying to sound convincing by portraying empathy) I mean,  not just that, if… uh… transport price go up, for sure every bahan mentah punya cost will go up oso (actually, a recap of what A has said earlier.. more empathy to try to sound convincing) Everything will be like hell in chain effect. First satu naik, then satu lagi naik.I think seriously the higher-ups not thinking of the domino effect… (using big terms to divert attention on the topic at hand)
A: …….right?
D: So, coming onot?
A: Why not?
D: …….ok la. pick you up around 7 **clicks down phone**

So.. yeah.. oil price went up the hill @w@

Prologue
Submit not to fear and anxiety, child,
For the wings of the goddess hath been spread
Across the horizon, beyond the land,
Aether’s tear shall not scare thy wake
Phoebus’s wrath shall not torment thy slumber
Erebus’s abyss shall not haunt thy living
For the wings, the gift of the goddess, shall shield
And for the gifts they are
Everlasting.

Act 1
Under the goddess’s wings, yet never away from the goddess’s watch
Sons and daughters succumbed to the unholy seven
Lust and hunger for the earth’s heaven
Wrath and envious for one another
Sloth and pride let souls live in denial
And greed to call
the goddess’s gift one’s own

Act 2
Greed drove man far surpassing man’s limit
Greed fuels man far beyond their content
Hence greed driven man thus forged vicious blade of avarice
Toward the heavens it is yielded upon
For the heavens shall be shattered
The skies to be slaughtered
Thine greed to be fed
And the goddess’s gift, the holy wings, was shred
Seeketh them the nourishment of men’s greed for thousands sons to come.

Act 3
Least thousand pass not, nay, very soon a moment thereafter
Sprawl across the continent darkness brought dismay
As of anger beyond words for men unthinkable folly
and selfishness
and selfish men’s greed.
Men may not fear the howling of the beast and wildreness alike
Yet, whimper men to forcefully feed their sight
Their land now such indistiguishable Tartarus’s image
O Goddess, they cry,
Protect your children once more and bless us with your gift
as everlasting as it was

Act 4
Succumb not to fear, my child
For the light you seek, be it light i shall bring
For the shield you wish, be it shield i shall bring
For the gift you pray, nay, naught it shall bring
Nay, child, Goddess’s gift thy seek
Can no longer shields thee from thyself
And thy entity
Nonetheless, gift shall be bless
in flames of purification
Shall cleanse the land
Be it the peasants or the maidens, the queens or the lords
Shall perish under the Goddess humble new gift
Of wrath and destruction

Epilogue
Submit not to fear and anxiety, child
Spreadeth hath the Goddess wrath
Beyond the horizon, across the land
For the fires, the gift of the goddess, shall cleanse
thine sins and thee
And for the gifts they are
unfortunately, everlasting.

Delaqroux Inc. -2k8

Okay, this may either sound a lil freaky but everyone in ipba has gone off back to their hometown for the end of sem 1 holiday but me, in my case, is still here in my dorm in college. Heheh…

Delaqroux Inc Updates!!

So if you’re wondering why am i still here; well, first, the holiday is what? for a whole month; there’s no rush to it. Second, i enjoy my life in KL more than my life in Selayang. Third, now that everyone (escpecially Daryl and Adam) is gone the internet connection in our dorm belongs to ME (MUARGHAHAHAHAHAH!!!). Fourth (and exceptionally the more rationale among all), i left my BTN attendance certificate in the bus company and i still need to sort that mess out with the IPBA office. Fifth (also quite logical), i’ll be attending IPBA joint board meeting with the overseas twinnning partner (bo-ring). Sixth, Adam is with me here.. well, at least, he was with me; he had to wait for his bro before he can begin his hols in penang. Seventh, i am alone in the dorm, which means that i’m able to do anything i want (put on loud music, wake up at 1pm, sleep at 6am etc.). Eight, there’s nothing much to do back in Selayang anyways. Ninth, a whole empty ipba compound is the best compound for tagging.. Ehehehehhh… >8D Tenth reason… umm… i.. welll.. I AM EMO! I HEART BEING ALONE!!! WAKAKAKAK!!!

Okay, okay, i’ll be chowing back tonight once i finish this blogpost. Reason? Um… that very reason beats all the previous ten before.. i’m out of money… TT__TT

Oh, goodie! What’s your plan during the holidays? 8D

No plans, fellow readers. I, being an energetic guy stuck with a not-so energetic family, might as well get myself stuck all the way throughout the holiday in home sweet home. Bleh.. At least, i got my psp now so i should be enjoying myself even without my old PS2 (and yes, a ps3). Hmm.. maybe i should start running around this hols. Seems like the perfect oppoturnity to get back the running momentum. And yep, visit Selayang Mall and Selayang Capitol and show off my PSP to D. Mwahahaa. I indulge in people’s jealousy. Wakaka. Aside to all that, maybe i should try out some social work over in PErfection…

aaaaaanyways.. happy holidays peopleeeeeee…. -____-"

So yeah, i was gone for one whole week and yep, ppl cant find me in IPBA, KL nor can they find me in Selayang.. So where was I? Well, i was in Shah Alam!! Whooo!! And what was i doing there? Well, Kem Bumi Jati Shah Alam, Kem Kenegaraan Birotatanegara, Delaqroux Inc Update BTN Live!

Well, one thing that everyone (including me) have to remember while reading (and writing) this blog post is that i cant write much. Why? lolz. Let’s just say that the first day of the BTN camp, all of our handphones, cameras, video recorders, audio recorders etc. was all ’safely kept by the BTN staff to avoid any unfortunate events of thievery’.. Ahem.. Ohmigosh.. I accidentally cleared my throat.. Doesnt sound like i’m implying anything.. Oh, the apostrophe? Whoops, coincidence…

So, all i can say is that the camp wasnt really much idea of a camp. Of course its not really totally isolated anywhere inside some forest like the one i attended last time in Ulu Kenas (Read last year’s blogpost) and yep, that is something good but nah.. compared to ULu Kenas, we dont hear river flowing all day long, we dont hear cicadas and forest monkey callings in the morning nor seeing any cool, calming morning mist. All we can hear in the morning is the prayers calls, head facilitators’ calls and siren for role calls..

And aside to that, our fellow groupmates are no one of infamiliarity. Still fellow IPBArians, all my buddies are there so yep, thats the good and the bad part.. Good part is; i can ‘mix’ well.. Con; it gets a lil wee bit boring and the fact that you saw something you hate about someone, you have to imply the thought that you will still be meeting the guy/girl over and over that you practically cant say much stuff.. bleh.. So, what else.. umm.. aside to other LDK facilitators who are pure **NO FOOTAGE AVAILABLE**, my group’s facis are quite tolerable. Suprisingly tolerable. They encourage us to do the talking and thinking and they dont write out conclusions for us; they let us do the work which i figured is the best way of actually instilling patriotism, discipline, self-esteem, obedience..

Not to say that they worked..

Apparently, first night back from the camp, me and Ami broke curfew rules out watching late night movies and yyyyeah, manage to cheat ourselves back into the dorm. Second day in amcorp, we saw some Nazi flags and banners, thought they looked cool and nearly bought them. Third day after the camp, well all of sat around and ‘reflected’ on what we did in camp all the way till 1am in the morn in the dorm compound (past curfew again)

Hmm.. Guess you cant really bleach off the spots from the leopard eh?

Delaqroux Inc. Updates and yep, exam’s over but it seems like the state of depression havent reached its end for me (aaand.. yeah, naveen oso perhaps..). First of all, we’re going to begin our one week btn camp in Shah Alam beginning from next week and of course connection from all freedom will be disconnected. Secondly, i just revisited some old memories and it appears that i accidently opened an old wound which was supposed to be healed long time back..

Well, not rly healed actly, more to stitched with few nimble threads and left forgotten.. lolz

Well, i revisited my old myspace profile a few month back. To my surprise, i received a msg from Moon. She asked whether am i doing good and am i still angry of her. Apparently, being an asshole, i pretended i didnt see the message at all, closed my inbox, logged out and never to visit my myspace profile for another few months.

However, recently, i got this sudden urge to log in again and apparently, my three years dissapearance from myspace is starting to get plenty of attention (yes! Friggin’ three years!! About effing time someone noticed! Dogh!!).  I got a few message from old my buddies in secondary school asking how am i doin and how can they contact me (oh yeah, although i left my profile unattended for quite awhile, i didnt rly deleted my account- i simply state there that i wont be active no more in myspace). Turned out that i tried to reply their message, but in a way, there’s nothing to answer. "where am i now"? Well, IPBA, told you before and i’m in no mood telling where i am now over and over at the moment. "how am i doing"? Uh.. not that good. Sorta starting to hate this situation i get myself stuck into. "How’s studies"? Yeah, i’m gettig more hardworking but i dont see much improvement and i’m not proud being a hardworker. "How’s life"? Is pretending that life’s good means that life IS good? So yep, nothing much to answer. In the end, i decided to reply at least one of those message. Well, misery attract helluva company but doesnt mean company isnt another miser. Yep, i replied Moon’s message.

What i replied? Well… i said "sorry".. just exactly as how i said it three years back.. Mostly sorry for everything.. Sorry that i was dissapointing. Sorry that i chose to ran off instead of even trying to solve anything. Sorry that i was even there right in the beginning…

Didnt really expect anyone to answer actly but a few days after, she did. She told me that she read my blog on january 2007. It was solely a post for the point that i was missing her terribly that time.. She felt terribly guilty and she cant help but to cry.. She said she never considered anything as my fault, it was all hers. She said that she is sorry for everything.. Everything that i’ve done, now she’s apologizing for all of them… so, both of us are apologizing to each other now..

Just great, 2005 revisited.. I made her cry again..

So what happened next? Well, nothing happened. 2008 time plane continued moving once again. Moon is still there and i, unfortunately, is still here.. away, being selfish and a coward, still on the run and still pretending that nothing ever happened. Apparently, i erased the memory that i made someone that i care to cry before, i relived that terrible memory again today and as what i resolved back in 2005, i dont want to make her cry because of me ever again..

Yep, so Moon will still be there and i will still be here..

Moon will still be there and i will still be away.

Season Finale on Delaqroux Inc Updates!

Okay, i know i’m actly doing something that i shouldnt be; posting a blogpost during the exam week. lolz (For one thing; there wont be anyone even bothering to open up their friendster page on such heated week) Well, when the urge to write approaches, the writer must answer the call and posts shall be made. So here it is!

So, yeah, first semester of year 1 closing to an end and final exam is here. WHooo! So, the exam lineup are HDV (just finished the paper this afternoon), Philosophy, Linguistics and (ppft…) BM. So, how the first paper goin then, Dark? Welll… not being a show-off anything but it was somewhat manageable. Despite the extreme time constraint, i managed to complete all three essays and feel proud of my points. Well, for once my first paper within an exam week wasnt screwed up. It was like a curse for me. THe first paper will always suck for me.. Maybe its because of some exam shock? Well, thank goodness i’m able to get over it this time around XD However, plenty of ppl didnt manage to get it done on time which somewhat made me question myself; "did i really did based on what i should do?" Hmm… Oh well, what’s past is past. Time to face the other papers and yep, lightning wont struck the same place twice wont it..?

**looks at Adam** yes, Adam, unless God plays DotA and He has a Refresher Orb and yyyeah, lightning may struck in the same place twice… (DotA Jargon.. best you keep your interest on other aspects in life that counts)

So… in any case, people who didnt manage to give out all their best just now during the test, well, heads up! More test coming and give out all your best this time around okay? Stress free! Chin up! Up, up and away ppl!!!!

Now to read philosophy… bleh…. =3="

Delaqroux Inc Updates!!

Weeee!!! XD It was ages since my last post and today i will… uh… yyyeahhh… ok… what should i write about anyway? Geez…

LET’S TALK ABOUT DEATH!!!

Yeah, i was simply checking around Mix a few minutes back and apparently, there was a hot topic on "5 things you would want to do before you die". The topic was kind of a cliche- the type of thread where you can find it in nearly every pillowtalk. But then again, reading responses from other MIX users who are fine ladies and gentlemen ready to talk about anything openly, there was another subdiscussion on whether would we really do all those religious things before you die?

Come to think of it, there was the time when Dr. Raja Gopal did talked about the very same topic. As usual, people will come up responses like "praying to God for forgiveness" and "pray to God for redemption" etc. etc. At that moment, i didnt gave any answer but the truth is that the one last thing i would do before i die ( the question by Dr. Raja was "what will be the last thing you would do in one hour before your death?") is nothing. Think of it; there isnt anything left to do in just one hour. Might as well just lie down and look at the sky and dont think of anything. THough some ppl reading this might say that doing nothing in your last hour of life is a ridiculous shit to do; think about it; it is the most rationale one of all. Here’s some quotes i would like to take from MIx members in that subdiscussion;

"if you pray to God (in your last one hour) dont you think that you will just end up getting more mess inside your head. For once, dont you think that you will start thinking "what if there is no God on the other side"? I’m not saying that it’s a wrong thing to do (to seek forgiveness and all) but if you’re about to die, the only think you can think of are all the things you didnt manage to do, your regrets and your treasured memories. Before you know it, i bet you’ll just either end up looking at some photo albums or just rush to the phone to call people you know… with all those memories you want to recall, people that you want to reach and stuff that you want to say- you cant do all of them in just one hour- you might just end up lying down staring at the sky, reaching total point blank, forgetting about God altogether. My point is; the only think you will think about before you leave the world isnt the afterworld, it’s the world you’re about to leave"

Point taken but that’s a pretty big of a statement there- I do believe in the spirutuals on the other side. But with all the countdowns to your deathbed, your memories of past, your regrets, your memories and all other shit inside your head; is there still place for faith or rationality will take over? Hmm.. I hate to say it but there is some rationale about doing nothing before your death. In another words, some cables might be snapping off there; no wonder there are people who commited suicide upon closing in to their deadline due to some cancer. So, commiting suicide? Ridiculous but when you’re in such situation (like one hour before your death) you might end up doing THAT as well. What about taking drugs then? There was this strong arguement about "taking drugs before your death is lying to yourself as you are to afraid to face death in your wake" but what about praying to God? In a way, there was another arguement that doing either one of that is actually doing the very same thing. "Leaving your fate in the hand of nothing ("nothing" refers to both God which is compared to a hallucination when you’re on crack.. hmm.. "nothing" in this context is a big word…) because you are afraid of another ("nothingness" aka death)..

So what would i do if i know that i’m going to die in a few more hours?

Maybe take all my friends out to Kg Baru, have a big dinner (no such things as "dinner on me" ok?), order both Mocha blended and Cappucino blended and after finishing dinner, chat about crappy stuff.

In the last 10 minutes, go all out emo and start telling people that this is the best night ever (even if it isnt; well, just act as if it is la)

In the last 5 minutes, excuse myself so i can go somewhere secluded and wait..

In the last 10 seconds;….

lolz

If there is one thing that you hate about blogging is when the connection goes haywire- you ended up lagging multiple posts behind! And what do you do? You write all them blog post up in some lame microsoft office file and when you finally get the connection up, you start thinking, "hmm.. i think this blog post a lil out dated…" DOGH!!

So here’s a run thru on what have happened the past few weeks of me offline-ing… Delaqroux Inc UPdates!!

……Uhh… what happened ha? Hmm…

Okay, i’ll start things off with writing a script for English day! Yep, English day just passed by on the last April 1st. Hell, yeah, it was kick ass! I missed last year’s english day thanks to some checkup appointment in some hospital. And the year before? Hmm… yep, i was quarantined for chicken pox.. So, yeah, this year, i’m making sure that i wont be missing it for anything and yesh, i made sure of that alright. As a matter of fact, i even participated in a phantomime presentation. I wrote the script for the actors (Kudos to Kamilah for the storyline and Adam for taking over the gay character instead of me XD). It’s my best rhythmic musical-ish comedy script so far, so, i’m really happy about it XD (there i go again, squealing like a 10 year old kid of some masterpiece. haha). I still dunno how ever did i even managed to come up with the script of one of the dying characters.. Hm… Anyways, aside from the phantomime, i even hanged around with Estee throughout the day. lolz. Enjoyed myself! Haha. I love festivals in schools and colleges! XD

Yep, guess i should update this up as well.. Apparently, participating in the phantomime, i worked with some of the seniors as well. Nice cool gentlemen (didnt really work with any ladies though) they are but.. well, let’s just save the mengumpat part to myself. Wakaka. Anyways, i even played the Win Lose or Draw game with them. Actually, out team and theirs were close rivals of top-scorers in the first round and finally, we decided to team up with them and beat the hell out of the top-score and yeah, we win!! Not that i cared much bout winning.. let’s just say Estee was the one so dying to win.. Kiasu.. -__-" lolz XD

Anyways, minor details here.. Exam coming up real fast and my studying and revising so far is doing okay (hmm.. i wonder if i’m the first guy in IPBA to actually be saying this). Haha. To tell you the truth, man, i’m going real mature this year (SELF PRAISE!!! HAHAHAH!!!). Hmm.. In any case, there are also downs this past few weeks as well.. I’ll save them for the next blog post.

Till then, it’s good to be back! XD

And yeah, Lucille, if i made alot of grammar mistakes in this blog post; you should try and watch a copy of our phantomime. Blueks!! XD