Delaqroux inc.

Have i ever told you guys that i have always been having some weird dreams ever since i can remember? Weird thing is; some of my dreams are too…well… weird that i was starting to think that "was there a message in that dream just now?" Well, today, i read some articles about how dreams might actually bring some hidden message within them. Sounds crappy but hey, might as well try it and here’s what they told me to do; record them.

So, Delaqroux’s Dream Record 001!!

I dreamt that i was in my room in the hostel only that there wasnt anyone of my roomie there. Just me alone. I dont think the room was furnished as how it was supposed to be coz it was quite spacious. So how do i know that that room was my 402Ae? Well, if i’m not mistaken; the polyester letters are hanging on the wall (ACAP AND OYO DEPT) and so does all my posters. But there was this kid crying in one corner. A boy.. i think. So, i was sorta hesitating whether should i approach him but i decided to. SO, i asked him why he is crying. He pointed upwards and there was this red dragonfly in my room which got stucked and cannot go out. So, after a few tries, i manged to catch that dragonfly and release it out of the window. So, i thought the boy would be happy but just as soon as the dragonfly was out, the boy was gone. Sorta irritating though. The boy cried so hard in letting the dragonfly out and now he’s gone. So i just sat there and looked at the dragonfly hovering outside.

Weird huh? Actually, there was this red dragonfly which got trapped in my room a few days ago and i didnt manage to help it to fly out. It flew somewhere behind the locker and it couldnt get out. I was slightly upset as i was so closed of letting it out. I dunno. Any connections? What do you think?

Today, i just got myself pierced in the left ear. Two holes. I knoe its wrong but i dont care. If you start making accusation and preaches saying that i did a sin, then i will say one thing; If you’re a Muslim or not, shut your fucking holes off. Need me to repeat myself?

No? Good. Delaqroux Inc Updates.

Today, i pierced my ear. I dunno why. Revathy and Estee pierced theirs the other day and, seriously, i wasnt being a copycat on anyone. I dont even know why i spend my bucks doing so as well. Simply put, this is the reason on why i pierced my ear; i want some people to start hating me- and i want some people to… i dunno… ’see’ me more i guess. But it all went out wrong in the end.

So, i came back to hostel and a few people saw me. They think the piercing looks good on me. That was a relief. But by the end of the day, i need to take the earrings off as there will be class next morn and students arent allow to wear earrings (guys of course). So, RJ helped out in removing the earrings to replace them with this plastic needle like stuff (to keep the hole in place so they wont close up). Well, this is the fucked up part of the story. RJ actly volunteered to help me out and i thought… uh… my second purpose have been fulfilled. I thought she was actly happy to see that i dared to do something which may seem stupid but… hell… like… i dunno. Eitherways, at the end, there was this prob in getting the new ‘earrings’ in and it took hours. It doesnt matter that much though; the fact that she was trying so hard in helping me rly gave me the idea that she liked the earrings on me. So, i dont even mind if i cant seem to be able to get the earrings right again. Haha, rite. That was when (harsh words beyond this point) some sons of bitches started poking in their dickheads and start looking and talking to me like i’m some kind of fucking murtad (a guy who leaves his own Muslim religion). You might wanna say that i shouldnt be mentioning names but let me say this; fuck off. Those people are from my class and i guess, that’s more than enough hints to let you know who those retards are.

RJ was still helping me out after that but i insisted her to stop. I was afraid that those dumbasses might think that RJ was the bad guy and the one influencing me to get the piercing in the first place. But then, that was when she suddenly turn on this goddamn expression and actually said, "i cant believe i wasted my own name for you!". THE FUCK WITH THAT RJ!!??

And she started poking her head to the other Malay people around them, maybe trying to act innocent?? YEAH, THAT’S RIGHT! YOU’RE INNOCENT!!! I’M THE SINNER!!! I’M A BASTARD!!!!! YOU FUCKING HEAR ME!!! I’M A SINNER GODDAMNIT!!!

NYAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!! This is too funny for me. I cant take this! It’s too awesome! My own friend, who was the main reason why i did this freaking ’sin’; to turn her ass on me!? WHAT THE HELL MAN!!!??? THIS IS WAYY TOO FUNNY!!! NYAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!

So, just a few minutes ago, i was humiliated. Getting the piercing in the first place itself had already given me the idea that i will be humiliated by certain individuals. But i wasnt expecting my bestfriend was among those who will end up saying all that. So, yep, threw away my earrings in the can already. I guess I thrown away my own pride too. My name as well i guess. I thrown away my own name as well. Fancy that eh? At least i can still use the name Ah Chong. lolz. Or Dark Delaqroux. Haha. I have lost my own self to the the very person i trusted most just because i was trying to get a little more of her attention. I didnt feel like going to class tommorrow. Maybe i’ll make something up like i cut my own wrist in my room lolz. Funny how the word "pierced" itself brings more encrypted meaning in this case..

Delaqroux Inc updates… and this time; imma goin to say it like i really mean it! Grab some coffee or some chips coz this update is goin to be too damn long!

On the 25th of May, RJ had given us the chance to pull off the longest outing ever recorded in IPBA’s student sign-out book and Delaqroux Inc. was among those who have attended it. Actually, Lee, along with some other guys among us, will be having his birthday on the last day of May. However, if we are to wait until that date,we wont be able to celebrate the birthday coz it will already be the holidays by that time. Thus, some bad-ass birthday outing this way comes!

First and foremost, the birthday ’surprise’ was meant to be conducted in a hotel room.. but AJ screwed up the major whole of it. C’mon, i mean, knocking on a room which was supposed to be your own? The heck?! The secret was long exposed before it wasnt being.. well.. officially exposed. Shogi contributed a major spoiler in it as well. Dey! Ahem, so we had lunch in Long John Silver (JOOOOOOOHN!!!!). It is some fish restaurant with a western touch. Not quite bad. Next, we… uh… hmm… what did we do again? OH rite! Buang masa! We spend some hours watching Estee and Rev choosing an earring and getting it pierced. Scary sight. It is just as if the earring was stapled to their ear. Quick and painless… well, in Estee’s case, there might be some pain involved after all.

In proceeding with the maiiiiin eveent, Devil’s Advocate and co. was planning to watch some movies and that was another prob that arose among us; what movie should we watch? Yep, Ol Pirates back at Carribean was one of them great hits but the class of 2.2 and 2.4 will be having a class outing next week for that movie and they dont really feel like spoiling the mood for the movie. In the end, they settled for 28 weeks later.. no, i mean; they settled for the movied "28 weeks later". Was right anticpated to watch it but there were some drawbacks. First of all, it is my thinning wallet and second, the movie might be another Resident Evil clone and yep, that will suck! In the end (did i said "in the end" once again?), 28 weeks was cancelled out and they all settled for "Sumo lah" instead.

Tis a cue for thee to say "WTF?"

That was when we wasted a whole handful of our precious youthful ours, lepak-ing in front of the cineplex. Imma not really sure wether you can really call that as lepak coz all of us were standing. If i’m not mistaken , we were waiting for Chee Loong and Chew.. I think… hm… what was it that i was waiting for again aa? Anyways, after the long wait (of obviously reasons unknown), the son of Robert actually challenged me to a game of Daytona. Foolish! Know thy not that I am the Lord of Daytona (Selayang District) you are challenging? Well, it will be great to challenge a Daytona driver from Penang so, word; BRING IT!

It was a tie (@#$%) but as a tie breaker, i challenged AJ in a game of… PERCUSSION MASTER!!! It is a drum game… or is it a gong? I dunno but i used to suck at that drumming game. However, during the duel **world of warcraft theme song at the back** i become one with the drum… Okay, it doesnt make much sense but let’s just say; the previous tie was broken with a victory. Nyahahahah!! I am the precussion masterrr!!!

After taking some group shots, which most of the shot was taken with us provoking Ami’s femme fatale pose, we went to Jusco to get some drinks. Thinking that there will be around 10 peeps to feed for dinner later (and minimal budget in our wallet) i suggested pasta for dinner! So, aye, let there be pasta! Believe me, buying a pasta is simple, cooking it is another thing- ecspecially when you have extremely limited utensils. I saw a kettle in the hotel room so i guess boiling the materials aint a prob but how to serve them? We dont have any plates and there wasnt any daun pisang around either!! **thunderstruck bgm** So, with our budget running low, this calls for one solution; freebies!

**to be continued**

Delaqroux Inc updates… Damn, this is like the day when everything broke down. First of all, i woke up a little late this morning (shocking?) and well, with my expert time management, i still think imma gonna be in class on time. Unfortunately, a buddy of mine called. It’s fiffy and she asked me about the assignmnet we were supposed to be handing in today. Took me clean off 15 minutes and yep, i was late to class. I thought that even at least that i’m late, fiffy would be able to back me up, saying something like, "Ad’s late coz i called him while he’s getting ready to class". And, yep, she didnt even showed up all day today! For once Miss Tan was furious. She never was before and i really feel real guilty that time.

Next up, it was LDV and for once, Madam Maimon went in. She sure has some habit showing up the time we dont want her to show up the most. Unfortunately, i didnt finish her homework. Told a lie to save my ass on this one but hell, Dark, you’re an asshole. Then, it was recess. I was thinkiing of printing my assignment in the LSC while i had to run an errand for Madam Ooi. Damn straight, the printer screwed up and that took me almost an hour. Madam ooi wasnt about to let me go either and the time when i enetered ES class, the class was finishing. That sucks huh? That’s not all, i still havent properly arrange my assignment thanks to the goddamn printer. Thankfully, Lee and Shogi helped me out after class. It was a race against the clock as the submission dateline is closing up. Hell… Hopefully they dont cut out my mark for 30 minute late submission.

So how should i end this blog post? Lesson of the day? BAH! SHIT HAPPENS! SHUT UP!!!

Making my way downtown, walking fast
Faces pass and I’m home bound
Staring blankly ahead, just making my way
Making a way through the crowd………

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by….?
‘Cause you know I’d walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you……
Tonight

It’s always times like these when I think of you
And I wonder if you ever think of me…….
‘Cause everything’s so wrong and I don’t belong
Living in your precious memories….

‘Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by oh
‘Cause you know I’d walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you…..
Tonight

And I…, I….
don’t want to let you know
I…, I…..
Drown in your memory
I…, I….
Don’t want to let this go
I, I don’t…….

Making my way downtown, walking fast
Faces pass and I’m home bound
Staring blankly ahead, just making my way
Making a way through the crowd……

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky……..
Do you think time would pass us by…….
‘Cause you know I’d walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
O…h,’cause you know I’d walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you
If I could just hold you
Tonight……………..

For someone i know.
198X-2007
I know you used to love this song.
If only you i can hear you playing it once again.
As long as people continue to sing this song
You will remain forever in my memories…

Yesterday, me, RJ, Preenie and Denish went to HBKL (Hospital Besar Kuala Lumpur) to check out this facility known as an organ transplant resouce centre or something. Well, the guys are needing some thesis for their NL research but i’m just tagging along for absolutely no particular reason… well, not really no reason at all. I’ve been dying to check out the place (the organ transplant lab) and yep, visiting the resource centre for organ transplant might be a good start. After all, i.. well.. sorta wanted to try being a donor. It’s a cool thing to do once you’re dead (Something is just not quite right with this line…). So, yep, we arrived there and had a lil QnA session with the attendant there. Found out a lot of stuff and we even get the form to signup as a donor. But listening on how they will remove our organs and transplant it to a different body once you are dead sounds.. sorta.. scary. In fact, the whole interviewing session was. I felt like some sort of a car or something where i am about to be sent to the junkyard and all my good parts are about to be removed for another newer car. Scary.. but still, being an organ donor once you are dead might allow someone to continue living. According to the thesis, most people never signed up to be organ donors for the main reason of unawareness. Maybe we should start being aware of this matter. WHy let our good organs get wasted if it can be life-saving to another person? Maybe we should start be thinking of how valuable another person’s life is rather than just our own…

Had a real big brainstorming earlier today on this matter so might as well call it an update no?

First things first, the course i am taking now will include a two year overseas study and we have multiple universities to choose from. So far, the first day when i entered this secondary-school teaching course, i planned to take the University of Auckland in New Zealand. However, i am starting to have mixed feelings on this. Due to some reasons, i feel more of choosing McQuarie University in Australia instead. But that probably means breaking off all contacts with my current buddies in IPBA as so far, i heard them discussing that they will all be choosing Auckland together. Didnt include me in the discussion though. Maybe (just "maybe"), some of them figured that i will end up making a different decision in the end. I always did so why bother discussing with me? Anyways, Preenie did asked me later on though and at first, i lied that i will be choosing Auckland. However, i started feeling like a jerk so i let the everything out that Auckland may be my first choice but i’m not quite sure whether McQuarie will be my choice later. Haha. Still can recall how her face looked like when i let that out. then again, i didnt let everything out. Hell, i lied again. McQuarie IS my first choice. i’m such an asshole…

Yet again, if McQuarie is my first choice, than what with this mixed feelings then? Should i go for my buddies or go for myself? After all, all my friends are important but then… i dunno… Choosing McQuarie means breaking off all contacts with my friends… but, come to think of it; that is one of the reasons why i wanted to choose McQuarie… Geez…

If you’re psychotic and you know it; clap your hands… **claps hand**
If you’re psychotic and you know it; clap your hands… **claps hand**
If you’re a psycho and you know it and you start to act pathetic
If you’re psychotic and you know it; clap your hands…
…..@#$%

p/s: i’m not sure if i got all those universities’ names correct coz i always refer them as "University at New Zealand" and "University at Australia". lolz :p