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Delaqroux Inc Updates!

It’s February (and yeah, almost Valentine) and there wasnt that much stuff to write down here this time around only that we are closing in to some really dead dateline for assignments. But, dont worry. Evrything is under control. Hopefully la.

Yeah, talking about Valentine’s day, KL got this one great idea! We make a Single’s Night Out specially for singles of IPBA!! Aint that brilliant? Well, it’s still under planning though and KL wasnt exactly suggesting that idea; it just came outta by accident but hey, maybe i’ll try and plan something up. For the sake of all IPBArian singles!!! Olioliolioiolioooo!!!!

Anyhow, today i went jogging in UM. Believe me, nice place they got there. Can u actually believe it; it was as if we’re not in UM but somekind of a lake park or something. The place was huge, man! So, i went a round and… just one round. Kinda get tired out pretty fast. Maybe it’s because i havent been that active as last how i was last year. All in all, it was still awesome. One thing for sure though, the peeps in UM isnt that really friendly. I greeted a few joggers along the way and they just went along ignoring me completely. It is either their focus is beyond godlike or they just dont care. The fact that i dreamed to be in UM before but now, seeing how this peeps reacted; maybe my old dream of wanting to be in UM wasnt that good after all. Nice place, nice track, nice compound, unnice people. Aint that much to be proud of aye?

Startling blog post title aint it?

So, as usual; it’s your regular Delaqroux Inc Updates…

After a few days of.. well.. boredom and more boredom, i had almost arrived to the month of February. So what’s in February? Lesse… Valentine’s Day huh? Crap, probably it’ll be me alone again this year as well. truth to tell, sitting alone and not going out anywhere is quite… uh… boring and it makes me feel kinda envious with the people around you. Y’know; those malay couples of extreme exxagaration walking around with - (negative) 5 inches proximity clamped to each other? Sickening, man! SICKENING!….
then again… maybe i’m just being unfairly jealous coz i am alone. Sigh… What am i to do for this Valentine anyway? Sitting home alone will just make me think more of those happily-ever-after couples… not to mention ‘them’.. both of ‘them’… sigh.. Going out alone? Well, would probably make me even more lonelier.. i dunno..

Well, let’s just think about it later. For now; i am still alive and that’s what counts most no? Okay, okay. So i wasnt dying (yet) but this morning was… i dunno.. greater than the rest i had. It was Monday morning and it was a beautiful day. The sun was shining brightly. The sky was blue without even the tiniest splotch of clouds but it wasnt that hot at all. Everything was right to the right temperature. It was breezy as well. During our SS class, the wind just blew in through the window right onto the back of my head. The wind was cool and there was this morning scent in them. I was in one good mood as well. I participated in Agama class (something i rarely do). I laughed out a lot. I joked around and made others laugh as well. Everything was so great. yet again, i bet no one notices how great today was. Everyone was too busy passing up their assignment and having THAT as a reason for them to be happy today. Is it really the assignments that make us happy? No, dont think so. It is the way we make ourself happy is what make us all happy. You dont need assignments to passed up on this day to be happy, the day itself had contributed a lot in making you feel happy; all you gotta do is open your heart and value the things around you.

Then again, no one notices this…

We all never notices this. The society dont but i bet some minorities do. Who are those minorities? Well, i guess it will be those who had come to the point where they realized that they will no longer be able to value all this pleasure of life anymore soon. Someone who, well, is having their last days before their departure. I bet they will notice all of this. Us? Well, all of us are too busy with life to be bothered to see all the beauties of life itself. Maybe we will all do when we will have our own turn of departing. The time when we notice that we will have to leave everything we had; our families, our friends, our beloved- everything. Do we only notice how wonderful life is oly when we are almost at the end of it? For me, it is not the last days of my life yet… but i seriously think that we should consider everything as our last and then, appreciate them. Appreciate life. Appreciate things while you still have them. It is not that hard is it?

But that’s where “we” came to the scene… “we” never appreciate things until we say goodbye….

So, maybe “we” all shoud start appreciating life. Appreciate everything you have. Appreciate to-day. After all, It might be the last day of your life today…

p/s: in contribution of everyone i have today; my families, my friends, those i know, those i respected, those i loved, those i appreciated… those i have now.
Delaqroux 2007

Here i am, contributing a huge deal of contribution to my lil JAC and now, i am stuck here in the rain while my fellow JAC comrade is playing DotA without me! Oh yeah, btw, JAC stands for Japanese Anime Club.
So, as usual; Delaqroux Inc UPDATES!!! Get some tissues coz this is gonna be a touchy one. No, the tissues not for you, but for me..

Recently, i was just being told that i am “one of them” and i dunno why, maybe the person who says that to me doesnt really intended to hurt me but she actually did. Perhaps, i was being sorta emo here but the “them” refers to me being a Malay. It was when she claimed that some Malay she knew isnt really good on punctuality and i told her that if she has anything that she is not contented with them (or rather; “us”) just say so. That’s when she said that i cant compare myself to her. She cant do all things that i can. Her reason? I am still “one of them”. I am still a Malay. So, i said that i am not. I am just one of all. I am a Malay but i still have Chinese and Indians as my best friends. Her response was simple, “Well, your name say so”

For all this while, i thought our friendship was a close one. I thought our friendship had already break off the gap that i am a Malay among a group of non-Malays. I thought they no longer consider me as an outsider even though i am a Malay among a group of non-Malay. But, hearing her saying that, it was like she is saying that i am never one of them. But instead, i am still an outcast, a stranger or maybe even an intruder. Just because i am a Malay? I cant help being a Malay. I was born as one and i cant reverse that of course. But i have to admit; there are times that i wished i was born a Chinese. My reason was that so Tan Phoi Moon would love me. She cant love me because i am a Malay. She hates Malay. If it wasnt for a particular Malay girl; her family and her life wont break off like that. And at that time, i loved her so much and i’m sure she feels the same to me but everything was all the same. I am a Malay and that will never change.

I wished that could change. Even if it couldnt, at least i hope, me being a malay wont change anything. So i made friends with non-Malays here in IPBA. I wanted to prove to myself that i am a Malay yet i can become “one of all”. But, today, i realized that my closest friend herself denies this. My attempt to be “one of all” was never a reality. Maybe i was just lying to myself for all this time. It is okay if someone was to tell me something like that but not my best buddy. Is it true that i never belong to all of you when for all this while i thought i am? Her word before that was “No offence k?”. Was that word even enough? Does she actually think that by saying that, she can condemned me like hell and i wont even get hurt. All just because of a “No offence k?”

Yeah, i know that i am not that close with other Malays. I said that i rather have non-Malays as my close buddies but if she is still referring me to “one of them”, which side am i on now?

I think maybe it is time for me to give up being someone else. I tried to be “Chong”. A guy who people know that is a Malay yet they know how good my relation is with the non-Malay as if he is a non-Malay himself. I guess i cant never be Chong. So, now what should i do? Should i take my leave? Stop lying to myself? Stop telling myself that i CAN be “one of all”? Maybe i should just follow what god had set me to be; simply “one of them”; a Malay… and cant never be friends with non-Malays no matter how hard i tried. I am Adnin. I am a Malay. Why? Coz my name says so. His name says that no matter how hard Adnin tried; he is still “one of them” and he was never meant to be “one of all”..

Now, the only question i have is this; “do i really want to be ‘one of them’”?

-A Reader’s Digest Delaqroux Inc.’s Journalist Dark head-on interview with Sawittri and Poh Lin-

Yeap, catchy title no? Just taken it from the ol’ trusty reader’s digest (see the crossed out Reader’s Digest?) Ahem, so, yeah, we had an interview session earlier today with Sawittri and Poh Lin. Actually, my real task was too interview them and write down an article regarding the interview for the newsletter club. But, hey, blog update comes first no? lolz

So, there’s Sawittri (or should i say Miss Sawittri) who is, to my surprise, my type of girl. Whoa, dont get me wrong. What i meant is she’s your regular yet so awesome homegirl of Bandar Baru Selayang;- a neighbour of Selayang Bharu and exactly where i grew up while i was in Primary schools (FYI: Both of us are products of SKBBS). Really awesome lass indeed. She exactly get up all the questions and answers session going smoothly and answer them like a pro. But, there was not even the slightest cockiness in her talks- only confidence yet still sound humble. It’s pathetic seeing a girl who never had went overseas before and talk in a pretentious British accent (as if she’s that damn good) and make lots of grammar mistakes yet no guts to stand up and talk in front while i have two girls in front of me here; went overboard, still using normal daily English with no such accent and most importantly; zero grammar mistakes. You biatches out there should be despised! Ok, that’s hyperbole.

So, there’s Miss (MISS) Poh Lin. Compared to Sawittri, she’s more quiet and, well, dont talk that much. But just twice as nice. Well, truth to tell, she didnt talk a lot so there isnt that much of thingies to write about her. Only the fact that i thought all seniors who went off overseas will come back rowdy and loud but prehaps i wasnt making quite a right assumption seeing that she’s still being a humble lass in all.

Now, it makes me wonder; what was, or rather, what i’ll be be looking for when i’m overboard. Used to say that i took this course for the sake of changing myself but then again, will i be able to do so? Moreover, what will i change? Hopefully for the better. Wish me luck y’all!

Fa’s Request Update!!!

Ohkayy.. yeah, doesnt really make that much sense now does it? Actually, this is still your regular dosage of Delaqroux Inc’s update but this is also a lil reply for Fa’s lil testimonial she sent earlier. So, she wanted a turtle (as a bday gift from her for her buddy) and asked me to buy one for her/him. Yep, with that birthday coming up real fast, i already got the turtle from one of the pet stall in Selayang Mall but here’s the problem, gentlemen…

That tutle is so cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute! Kawaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!! >w<
Enough, stop telling me to "stop it coz it is getting disgusting". I cant help myself. Well, i do have quite a soft spot for cats but i still love reptiles. They’re just so cool. Cant any living being class be any cooler than reptiles? Face the facts; reptiles are cool and fishes sucks. I HATE FISH!! Ever wonder why i eat fish for every meal? That’s because i want them to be extinct! I hate them; I EAT them!!! Anyways, and the turtle is just so cute. Called her "Cucu" ("Cu" for Cute. Pronounced similar to "cuckoo" for "KUra-KUra"=Ku+ku=Cucu!)
Aint that cute!! But, it’s not gonna be mine though… i still have to give it to Fa later. Bleh… Buy another one for Fa? Nah, not a good idea. i might end up naming it and wanting to keep that new one to myself as well. So.. sigh.. Oh well… *WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!*

Just wanna keep this one as short as my means allows me to as i am feeling sleepy by the time i’m writing down this update so uh.. delaqroux inc updates… *yawn*

Well, there wont be and update on this post. Just gonna write a lil something bout my.. uh… someone i wishes to forget. I got two miss calls from her today while i was having discussion with my buddies. Yep, i promised myself and all not to ever contact that girl anymore but at that moment i noticed that i missed two of her calls, i kinda feels sad for it. Should have brought my handphone together with me before… Sigh…

So, yeah, maybe i should just call her back but because of everything that happened between me and her, i couldnt see how she have any more reason to call me after that unless… that is, unless she had some problems with Kin again. yeah, that asshole;- I know. None of my probs anymore if anything happened to her, of course, but what if it is something really bad that asshole did to her feelings again just like a few years ago? I can still remember how things was at that time. God, please dont let anything like that happen to her again… Hell, I’m a dumbass am i? I wanted to call her back but, something inside me is keeping me from doing so. Maybe it was my promise to not let her bother my life anymore.. or me bothering hers. Then again, maybe it was just my ego… I just cant call her back.. I’m very sorry… Forgive me for not sticking to the promise i made to you k?

Love sucks? Hell, yeah, it is.

Here i was getting half way ready to bed when Mustang came to me, claiming that the night is still early and he needs me to back his team up for the fight. Well, it was eleven. Quite late i might say. Truth to tell, i dont really like the idea of having such tension at this hours but for someone who will be involving in an all out war, i cant just sit around doing nothing now can i? So, i joined in though fearing if this is the right decision to make.

As we gathered together, i took some time to plan out what will be my strategy. After all, i dont prefer an up-close and personal confrontations so i better stick at the back line but then again, maybe i should prepare for the worse just in case i was going to get busted up real-time heads-on. Mustang and Seph looks good to go. I saw em getting some stuff ready. Maybe they were just getting prepared if things went out of hand. I did prepare some stuff of mine too, stashed secretly where i can use em just in case, but i really hope the situation does not require me to use them. Let it just be simple, nice and easy; not too grotesque i hope.

Finally, i took my stand after i got my points prepared. Still wishing this will all go smoothly, hopefully with less people getting hurt emotionally or physically, I did vowed that i wont move an inch from where i stand. After all, this fight means a lot to me- as much as how it means to them so, i am not going to lose. Lose this one and they’ll be laughing at me for sure. Mustang keeps on telling me to stick to my position but i was not to sure of that. I was not ready yet and our opposing team just appeared out of nowhere- in a blink. I dunno but maybe they were more prepared compared to us. After some time resisting for my stand, i saw Mustang backed out. Seph backed out too. they call it strategy but i just cant backed down. I cant hear what they were saying but i guess they, even though they are supposed to be my comrades, still consider me reckless if i am to stay where i am without backing out. Well, that’s just me. I may suck at everything;- and i, indeed, suck at giving up.

So, i stood there and give out everything i got. I didnt get hurt physically here but i can feel the excruciating pain of the first face of defeat. They are tough. Evrything i used on them didnt even seem to work as they keep on coming back with better and better resistant. It was as if God favours them a hundred percent. I was starting to think this is not a good idea after all to get involve in this fight. I’m gonna get humiliated for sure.. Still, i resisted any way i can but soon, as our opposition seems to getting more sure of owning me, i realized something. i am done for. Seph gonna laugh at me. Mustang? Well, i hope he can continue resisting without me. I feel so useless… so defenseless but most importantly… so out of…

MANA POINTS, DAMNIT!!

HOW AM I GONNA CAST SOME GODDAMN SPELLS IF I DON HAVE MANA??? GUYS, I’M GETTING OWNED HERE!!! WHERE IS MY FREAKING CREEPS ARMY!!!?? AND MY TOWER????!!! TWO HEROS ON ONE???? NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

-Warcraft DotA Online All Stars ver6.38AI
Waging war in dormitory near you…. :p

First update for 2007. Yep, imma back in IPBA again and the first day that i got here; my room was worse than a tongkang pecah! Well, maybe tongkang pecah is even better; maybe a storage department during WW2? But can you actually believe how messy my room was? Geez… But all in all, that night was boring so i just sat down and stare at my laptop all day long. Yep, i got a Laptop!! w00t! Acer 5051 and that lil baby wasnt that bad. Anyways, none of my roomies back yet so it was all night alone. Nicholas got Rocka and Amy (Nope, Amy’s a guy) got his Din (emphasize on “his” :p). And guess what? I didnt sleep at all tonight. Uh.. kinda seeing ‘things’ all nite that time. Once at the door; once by the locker and twice on Acap’s bed. Ohkayyy.. but before you start calling any ghostbusting service; i can assure that they are just my imagination, of course. No, seriously, just my imagination, i’m sure.

And so, class starts again *yawn*.. Nothing much happened but i had a lil arguement with RJ. Just had found out that i had got the wrong stuff again for LDV and i said i was going to meet up with both Madam Maimon and Mr. Tan and settle up with everything. Cant say she like the idea. She said that what i may said may make both of the lecturers to have conflict with each other. But, seriously, the lecturers having conflict with each other? That’s their problem. Who even cares?

Unfortunately, RJ cared. Yeah, she’s kinda one of that peace loving kind of girl, i guess, and i dont think she agreed with the idea of all the lecturers to fight with each other. And, thus, she suddenly get mad at me for no reason. Why would she be mad anyway? it’s not like i was going to involve her or anything. All in all, her last statement on me maybe recalling up some past things that made her mad. Or so i thought though. Well, i dunno but i guess she’s still mad at me. You know what? Kinda get a lil feeling she’s starting to not like me that much now. Maybe it’s just a feeling but if it is true, maybe it’s because of how i am at times. I am not one of those guys who’s good at having a tendency of completely transforming to a whole new gentleman in front of girls and return being a devilish own self at the back, i rather stick to my true colors and well, that is just me; the one who always pisses you off and came back apologizing and apologizing… I knew you’ll hate that… Sorry RJ..

Bah, if you think this update gonna get emo (like the other blogs); you ARE so wrong! I just figured something; if i cant hide my real demonic self in front of people including girls, why cant i make my fake gentleman side as my real? Okay, so i know it doesnt make much sense here. In a simpler words, maybe i should turn on a new leaf? Maybe be a bit gentleman would be okay. I’m 17 now (yeah, i’m 17 alright. Any problems?) so maybe it’s time for me to shut down my original badass personality for good and come up with a new one. It’s new year anyways so time for a resolution.

All in all, things cant be that bad right? I still can make it up to her somehow and i’ll figure that out. I’ll try my best til that oppoturnity arrive. Happy new year then, my friendz.. Nyahahahah!!!