Archive for September, 2006

I’m really sorry…

Friday, September 29th, 2006

Everybody is still fasting all the way that’s for sure. Aye, even RJ and Preena. Even Loong is trying his luck in this fasting month as well. Kinda makes me wonder why what kept you guys so motivated 0_0 Anyways, just a few days ago, Amy (no, Amy is a guy’s name. It’s his nick) was sent home for quarantine and just today, Murni was sent back home as well. Why? Hell! They both got infected by my last campak! And now, they’re both being quarantined. Shit.. it was definitely because of that Monday when i came to IPBA. Perhaps that’s the time when the infection happened on them from me. That kinda puzzles me though. It’s not like i was sitting in really close proximity to them. The closest i ever got to Amy was when i played Magic with him for fifteen minutes and the closest to Murni i got was in the Auditorium for thirteen minutes. However, if these proximities are those to be blamed of the infection, then… a lot more of my buddies could be also infected by now.. Most of my friends had already obtained their immunity. However, the only who i know who havent is RJ.. Argh… please, i dont want you to get infected. Ecspecially not you… Damn, i feel so guilty… Guys, i’m really sorry.. I’m really,really sorry…. Damnit, i felt like punching my own self at this moment.. I’m really sorry… :’(

BACK IN IPBA (part two)

Wednesday, September 27th, 2006

CONTINUED FROM THE PREVIOUS POST….

Updates, updates, updates ladies and gentlemen! Fasting month is definitely awesome. It was like 24/7 party!! (except no inclusion of food whatsoever) Let’s see; what else did i did? Yeah, so far, i went to pasar malam for two times these week (and it’s just the fourth day of puasa). The first session was with Acap, Faris and..uh.. another Acap. Next time ’round was with RJ and Preena. I enjoyed the trip. RJ just couldnt resist the temptation to grab every food on sight. Feral Penangs; what else can you expect? lolz jk. Yesterday’s night was 100% tiring though. It was the month of fasting but taekwando’s training is still on. But last nite’s practice was the best as well! We learned counters!!! WOOHOO!!!! Counters!!!!! OLIOLIOLIO!!!! I was looking forward to having sparring with Shah but it turned out that Guna became my partner again. Oh well, he rawks! We larned a lot of counters! The best counter was the fourth one. lol. I called it “Smell my armpit and die” counter. lolz. You’ll know why when you see us doing that counter move. lol. Anyways, RJ just cant stop gossiping me with ***** throughout the practice session!! (and almost every time we sees ***** in close proximity) It all started when we both went to study in ELTC (btw, ELTC is really a cool place. Gonna visit that place more often pretty soon!). GRAGH! And now, she’s spreading the word faster than T-Virus in Raccoon City!!!!! AAAARGH!!!! *pant pant*
Anyways, recently, RJ got a free ticket to the movies from someone but she wont tell me who the guy who gave her was. Later on, she did told me that it was Will. (and yeah, maybe i was a lil bit jealous) but later afterwards i joked around, telling her Will gonna make a move on her during the movie (y’know. The typical guys’ flirting strategy #34; put your arms around her shoulder?) but you know what she said if that DO happens? “PIAK!!!” explains all. Geebus.. How… hostile… 0_0
Okay, so maybe that wont happen but i’m starting to wonder why she’s even learning taekwando when she’s already THAT hostile. lolz jk.
Btw, we are currently busy with Chew’s own prob. He’s sorta having some big probs full in his hands. I wont tell you what the prob is unfortunately. It could build up some chaos if peeps start knowing it. Anyways, i kinda pity him so YOSH! Your prob; my prob! I know how he felt so imma going to help him for sure. *eyes light up* Fear not, Chew, for thee saver hath arrived!!! Ahem.. So, uh, maybe that’s all for today’s blog post. All of the guys were sighing a lot at the moment. Aye, sssignment are really piling up. But, i’m not gonna sigh! No goddamn assignments gonna bring me down! I survived through that campak; and imma gonna do the same with you, assignments! BRING EM ON!!!!!!!!

BACK IN IPBA (part one)

Wednesday, September 27th, 2006

Ladies and gentlemen, diumumkan ketibaan Dark A. Delaqroux back in IPBA!!!!
Sob.. thanks for your support people.. It’s such an honour to return after my ten days off… Sniff..
THAT’S RIGHT!!! I’M BACK TO IPBA!!!!
Many cool stuff happened when i got back. Peeps just couldnt stop looking at my face and asking whether i’m good. No kidding! I feel good as new! It was really awesome seeing them go into the classroom and goes like, “Hey you’re back!” lolz. Awesomeness!! But, like i said, the pain of watching all the shots and hearing the stories of the things i missed is.. well.. painful! I get kinda sad plenty of time when they show me all those shots and stuff but luckily, the hapiness of returning really shove them sadness all to the side. Damn, it’s good to be back! It’s good to be @#$%ing back!!!
Ahem.. Anyways, puasa strikes back! It was cool, really. The first day of puasa wasnot that good though. Pure boredom. I sahur all by meself. All them guys went back to their hometowns so i was really lonely almost the whole day. Loong and Chew was missing in action all day. Maybe they went having ‘intimate’ relationship in Loong’s room again. lolz jk. Anyways, the evening was the ebst.. i mean; best! Guess what? Me, RJ and Faris went to MV!! It was supposed to be only me and RJ but Faris tagged along at the last minute. Bleh.. But it was still cool. We shopped around for some stuff for break fast session later. Anyways, the following days of fasting was even awesome! Sahur was the bomb! Only that i have to wake up super early at 4am every morning to get some stuff prepared. Not to mention; waking the whole 402A up. Word; TOUGH! I didnt get much sleep lately. Sheesh, i better get myself some rest pretty soon or i’ll be considering a gothic appearance around my eyes pretty soon. lolz. Btw, this blog post is getting way too long aready does it not? I’ll continue on my next blog post aye?

Emo @ 4.43am

Wednesday, September 20th, 2006

To think that i’ll be back to ipba tomorrow is really cool but i feel really down this morning. I wasnt able to sleep again tonight so i got really lonely. Nothing else to do except getting online; maybe i can find someone to talk to; that could ease up my boredom tonight. I dunno why but there’s nothing  of a chat topic worth to stay around for at gaiaonline and i ended up being the only person online in friendster (again). Without even noticing; i started browsing around peeps profiles. maybe they uploaded some new shots. At least, watching them could be a form of entertainment now that i’m really bored at the moment. But, hell, looking at all those shots, i sure missed out a damn lot. Of all times i could get infected with this god forbid campak thingy, why does it have to be this two weeks? So much had been happening; talentime, annual dinner, melaka trip, tekwando dinner.. no shit.. it’s like everything was properly organized. You know, it was like one of those organized april fool prank crap; you pull off the prank trigger exactly when you know the moment the person will suffer the most when he or she less expects it. It was like a joke. A stupid goddamn joke cleverly pulled off exactly the right moment. I couldnt blame god now can i? If anyone’s here to be blamed for this stupid campak thing, i think it will be myself, i guess. Maybe i was hoping for somethings to happen the way i want a lil too much. You know, i was really looking forward to all of those past events; daydreaming myself sitting down next to my buddies during the dinner, be able to get on the stage at least once more after the whole chinese dance thing and spending time with Shah and RJ during Tekwando dinner; man, i was really looking forward for them all; something i had learnt not to do after some past occasion that happened before. Maybe this campak was like an natural internal reminder or something. Perhaps, it’s your own body developing a form of reminder once your brain get too dumb to think logically, forgotting to put up what is to be expected and what of the unexpected to be expected along into consideration in every future aspect that is in order in your life. Maybe it’s something like that aye? Then again maybe not. Eitherways, being back to ipba; i was hoping some good stuff to happen, but maybe i should consider what’s worse that could happen as well i guess. The first form of torture i would expect is my own buddies, being excited, telling me what i had missed during the days i was gone. Hell, i’m not blaming them though. If they prefer to keep all of those experience of fun all for themselves, i assure i’ll be the one who’ll end up asking them to tell them all. It’s a form of torture that’s to painful to take but to good to miss. Such clever oxymoron put into work now; perhaps it was one of the clever part of the joke maybe?

This is Moebius One; RE-ENGAGE!

Wednesday, September 20th, 2006

For those who doesnt know what the blog post title is all about; it’s actually a quote from Ace Combat 3; greatest air shooter game of all time *sniff*. Uh.. no, i’m not participating in any engagement with no one. "ENGAGE" means *looks in dictionary* to participate in events such as warzone or air combat. So, "re-engaging"? That’s right baby! Imma gonna be back again to IPBA this Friday! W00t! Cant wait! Cant wait!! >v< So excited! First thing i’m going to do is hug my girl… ahem… pillow.. Aye! I miss my bed at ipba!! She must be sooo lonely for the past ten days.. *sniff* Dont worry, darkie’s aint gonna leave you alone no more… Anyways, my face still havent exactly restored. Still having some holes; scars and dots here and there. According to the doc; "if symptom persist; please refer to me for additional MCs", in other words, i can still claim additional days off if the the scars still havent dissapear off my face for the past ten days but hell, i’m not going in for extra days off. I HAD IT! I HATE HOLIDAYS!!! I HAD ENOUGH HOLIDAYS FOR MY LIFE!!!! Sigh.. guess i’ll be wearing a ninja mask to class this friday.. lolz.. like i care. YOSH!! IPBA, here I re-come!!!

p/s: Recently, i found out there are ants in my bed, in front of my PC desk and almost everywhere i been. I even woke up from my sleep just to notice there are one or two (or more) ants biting my skin.. Oh-kayyy.. so.. uh.. am i dead? 0_0 

Counting days… and dots.

Monday, September 18th, 2006

Latest updates. The MC drawing to an end. Still be having two more days off according to the MC. Aye, that brings the good news and unfortunately, bad ones along as well. The good news is, of course, getting off from the quarantine (how good can that be?) but the bad news is; i’m still suffering from the aftermath from that campak. There were still black dots thingies all over my face. Not that they look that much of one’s having a campak but still noticable. Though not contaminated with any viruses no more, i look a bit.. well… use your own adjective. I’m not sure if three days will be enough for all of these dots to get off my face but hell no. I aint taking no more additional days off. Boredom was nibbling my lifeline away for the last ten days; i’m not having any more boredom that’s for sure. Anyways, RJ contacted me last Saturday morning. I had a long conversation with her. Been a while i had ones as such since last years record break (7 hours of phone conversation) with Moon. Eitherways, i owe her big for the call (ecspecially when she’s the one paying for the call. lolz) though i’m not exactly sure if the call’s for sympathy as the reason or she’s just indulging some torturing moments of helpless me. lol. Eitherways, i’m really gonna thank her so much when i’m back. Aye!

Today is Darkie’s Day Parade

Thursday, September 14th, 2006

Okay, ignore the title. I just dunno what to name the blog post at the moment. Anyways, latest updates on my… uh… infection; dunno what to say. perhaps the word "surprising" would precise enough to describe how it is at the moment. Everytime i woke up, i look at the mirror and the world just go; "SURPRISE!" on me. I’ll just leave the meaning of the "suprise" term to your imagination. Nevertheless, i spent the last few days with assignments, surfing the web and lied down next to my phone waiting for a call or message (though i dont seem to get any often). Recently, i just visted peeps profile over at Friendster over and over so that i’ll get in touch of what’s the current happenings in IPBA. Kinda enjoyed myself watching the photos from the annual dinner they uploaded. At least i wont feel that i was missing that much of the excitement of the dinner. Bleh.. 7 days of the MC left. This is transparently the longest 10 days of my life…

Gome nasai… x10000000

Tuesday, September 12th, 2006

To the 1.5 students. I was starting to doubt how you people actually treating me yestday. I thought you guys forgot how am i being left out here from the dinner but i was wrong. Gome nasai.. Gome nasai… Gomai nasai. For whoever whom had read the blog post i made previously. This apology goes to you. Maybe i was a lil bit emotional (dont worry though; no cursing or swearing involved). I owe you people a great thanks instead ecspecially Preena (you cant never imagine how happy i was when i recived your message yestday. Extra thanks to you, my fren), RJ (thanks 4 the pic and no, i’m not seeing double. You sent me two of that very same mms), Farah (for her advice and comfort for missing the dinner) and Loong (for telling me that i have more assignments.. ahem). Anyways, arigato and gambatte for the ELS talent time. Wish i could be with you guys. Thanks again.

p/s: and whoever whom didnt read the post ystday.. uh.. let’s just keep it that way, ok? lolz jz kidding. Sorry for you guys too.
p/ss: The doc made a checkup on it me and said i’m not getting measles, just chicken pox. I’m still worried i may accidently infected you guys last monday.
p/sss: I will be off for… (to be continued)

So much for being subtle

Monday, September 11th, 2006

Remember the previous blog post i made? Well, i made up my mind that i will be going to the annual dinner whether people like it or not. But, just today in IPBA, i met all my friends again after a three days break. Seeing Loong, RJ, Preena, Fiffy and the others, i’m starting to doubt this decision. What if they all got infected because of me? I cant let that happen to them can i? They were extra caring on me today, i cant be a selfish guy and let them all get infected during the dinner. It was a tough decision but finally i decided to miss the annual dinner. I thought i dont mind missing it, as long as they will be okay. But right now, i feel so lonely… but worst; forgotten. I was expecting some messages from them on my phone but nobody messaged or even called me. Please, they know how i longed to go to the dinner. Can they at least make a miss call on my phone so i would know they still think about me even if i’m not there? THat’s not much of an expectition, is it?

Campak strikes… back?!

Sunday, September 10th, 2006

That’s weird about it. i thought demam campak is only to hit you once in a lifetime but it’s back on me! Anyways, little dots start appearing all over my body and some on my face. I don’t really mind actually coz the fact you might be excluded from class but tommorow is the annual dinner of IPBA! First of all, they might not allow me to join them and i’ve been really looking forward to it. Secondly, even if they did allow me to join them; my buddies wont even come close to me. Dinner in isolation; that is sure to suck! Maybe i should just go and hide the truth that i’m having a demam campak and party like everyone else.  But, some of my friends my got infected out there bacause of me. I cant let that happen to all of them… Well, maybe not exactly all of them; but.. hell.. what should i do??? PLZ HELP MEH!!!